divasmusings

So, recently, I’ve started to think about closing this account since I haven’t used it in such a long time, but while I was sitting at the computer, something really odd struck me. You see, I work with someone who I’ve fallen for, and it’s driving me out of my mind. I make subtle hints to him, but I know I have to be careful. The thing is, every time I have a crush on someone, it ends up blowing up in my face somehow, and that’s why I never say anything to people. I’m just sick and tired of holding back, but I don’t know what to say. Mind you, I’m not asking for advice on the matter.

Sometimes, though, I look in the mirror and I always wonder how anybody could be attracted to me. It’s not a self-esteem issue, per se; it’s more of a curiosity. The people that I’m interested in tend to not be interested in me, and the people who I’m not interested in are drawn to me somehow.

Just saying….